There's this one person you talk to, and you feel like giving up on your whole world for him. You feel like you know him for years. That there's this spiritual connection between you and him. And you start falling for him. For every word he utters, for every thought he shares. And all of a sudden, your list of "my dream boy" is lost somewhere. It's like you put it under a pile of clothes in laundry and you won't find it again now.
And then, when you start loving him, this narcissist in you, this person inside you, who never loved you back, who fought against you, who was the reason for the battle inside you, this narcissist will demand your presence, it'll promise you to award you with the peace of mind you've been missing forever. And yes, you'll be all greedy and leave that one person. And then, as usual, there'll be more pain. More grief. More agony.
And then, when you start loving him, this narcissist in you, this person inside you, who never loved you back, who fought against you, who was the reason for the battle inside you, this narcissist will demand your presence, it'll promise you to award you with the peace of mind you've been missing forever. And yes, you'll be all greedy and leave that one person. And then, as usual, there'll be more pain. More grief. More agony.
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